As We Were

grr

2007-02-04T12:25:04Z

sick as a dawg.

take care of me please =X

GOD DAMNIT!

2007-02-02T03:27:35Z

i'm out of a job in 3 weeks.

FUCK!!!

Jessie's SICK!!

2007-02-01T14:56:27Z

ehh, the cold finally decided to catch up with me. and i hate being sick more than anything.

but anywho, i couldn't get any sort of break last night. everytime i talk to jim nunan, everything has to be positive. no matter what. but all he talks about is my confidence level (which isn't very high though it should be) and it bugs the crap out of me cause it shouldn't matter to him. then i get mark lolla iming me and he got all angry cause all i said was hi. isn't that all you're supposed to say on a returning IM? or maybe hey. gah. i was so aggrivated last night, not to mention my mom came down every 5 seconds to check and see if i was off the computer. it was uber ghey. but i talked to zach which made my night a bit better then it could have been. i hate complaining to him but he listens.

whatevies. i have some new pictures. go comment
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mhm. have a good day.
=)

Jeeze

2007-01-31T14:21:42Z

sooo yesterday Britt and I went to GAT's band practice. I took some pictures for them, and what not. I wound up getting home around 8ish, and didn't feel like doing anything. chilled at home on the computer till 11. went right to bed which was real stupid. woke up around 4 with a sore throat, and had to get up to take something or i wasn't falling asleep. texted a few people and fell back asleep.

but now ive been up since 7:30ish, and can't go back to sleep. =(

i can't go a day without my dad saying something to me about health insurance, car insurance, my job, school, my future, pretty much everything. he came up to me out of nowhere, like we had been talking about it, and started speeching on my health insurance. i haven't filled out the paperwork for my benefits at superfresh yet because i lost the papers, and i told him that back in september when i got them. gah he is down my throat about everything lately. and fucking car insurance!!! i don't ever drive the car, i shouldn't have to pay it, and they are putting it in missy's name anyway. when i get my own car, i will worry about car insurance, but for now, i'm not paying. it's bogus.

anyhow, my cartlidge in my left ear is mad infected and swollen, and i started the process of gauging my right ear too. =) not sure what is going on today, but whatevies.

<3

Newbie

2007-01-30T14:43:14Z

so I am using this again on the fact that, I have a lot of crap going on now, and I don't like keeping it in like I usually do. the past three weeks haven't been how I expected them to be. I was loved, dumped, drunk, upset, overdramatic, happy, extatic, and just about everything else. i've been doing more then i should with my friends, and not getting on track with my future. i don't have my own car, nor a decent enough job to earn one. i keep thinking that life would be so much better if i was out of my parents house, but i pretty much have it made here. i only pay $25 a week, and my cell phone bill when that comes. other then that i do what i want (on occassion). just seems like everything has been so horrible lately and life is going so much faster being out of school, and not doing anything. i got drunk the other night, and i absolutly hate myself for it. i hate alcohol and i stooped way past my level and let myself become under the influence. i feel so terrible, and gah, i can't get over it. i wound up with slight bit of alcohol poisioning and couldn't eat all day, and was throwing up. i'm

today i'm going with brittybaby to gat's band practice to take some new pictures. should be exciting. not sure what i'm doing after, but i'm sure it will be exciting.